urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down Watch the World Pat 2005-11-27T04:45:20Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:27162 2005-11-27T04:45:20Z 2005-11-27T04:45:20Z If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad.<br /><br />When you're finished, post these instructions on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:26967 2005-10-05T02:25:46Z 2005-10-05T02:25:46Z i really hope i never have another dream like that again, wow, god damn urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:26749 2005-10-04T04:15:22Z 2005-10-04T04:15:22Z no words to describe, i mean, wow, &gt;:o something bad will happen to u mm hm urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:26534 2005-10-04T04:07:47Z 2005-10-04T04:07:47Z psh urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:26170 2005-10-01T03:59:07Z 2005-10-01T03:59:07Z PHHHH YAAaaaaaa i really hope my mom never catches me having a threesome......wow...... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:25966 2005-09-26T23:43:49Z 2005-09-26T23:43:49Z wow, i cant believe u have the nerve urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:25736 2005-09-01T20:46:32Z 2005-09-01T20:46:32Z wow, last years math class all over again......god damn i dont like draz urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:25580 2005-08-29T15:43:23Z 2005-08-29T15:46:47Z dick lips good summer good summer, some ups, downs, big ups, big down, then right back up again, up even higher, then crash to the bottom, whoops my bad srry mom and dad dont care, dont care, it was completely worth it but i think it would be smart to keep on the low down for a little bit, PHHHH YAAAAAAA <br /><br />u see, even stuff that may not be the smartest thing in the world but was completly worth it and u get in trouble for, in the end its going to turn into a great memeory and story for the kids, u live, u learn, dont look back wishing what u could have done but didnt do, doesnt make u a bad person, cause in the end u grow up and u look back and u say, hell ya i did that yep<br /><br />plus, only 2 more years and im out so thats a positive side<br /><br />ALSO just 5 more years til shit is legal i mean its only going from 11 to 16, that didnt take TOO LONG.........5 more years just 5 more years urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:25203 2005-08-27T03:10:00Z 2005-08-27T03:10:00Z hm went pretty well i would say, a few scares here and there, a bit of uptightness, ppl bailing and then coming back, had some fun. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> ha.......NEVER AGAIN AT MY HOUSE urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:24875 2005-08-21T04:09:42Z 2005-08-21T04:09:42Z per.1 mass media/study<br />per.2 study/chem lab B day/sub. abuse sem.2 A day<br />per.3 chem. L2<br />per.4 sem.1 read college prep B,D,E/ study A,C<br />per.4 sem.2 americas neighbors<br />per.5 sem.1 film lit/ sem.2 civics L2<br />per.6 algebra L2<br />Per.7 french urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:24682 2005-07-30T02:39:36Z 2005-07-30T02:39:36Z bitch better have my money Yay, got my first paycheck urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:24573 2005-07-15T03:18:00Z 2005-07-15T03:18:00Z no no if i had the chance id ask the world to dance and id be dancing with myself whoa oh oh oh urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:24130 2005-07-09T03:43:46Z 2005-07-09T03:50:34Z cock hmmm fucking weak, im gonna end up going to this enrichment summer school thing. i thought it was gonna be three weeks but then my mom said i only have to go for a week if i do good and even if i dont, it only lasts for 2 weeks because i already missed this first week so i guess its not gonna be horrible but still gayyy nontheless.<br />psh i was actually looking forward to the whole running away thing ha. I had this whole thing planned out on how i was gonna do it too. <br />i was gonna pack up all the shit i would need sunday night, then when my mom were to wake me up monday morning i would jump out my window and skate to dylans house. then i would just sleep over my brothers house at night and keep going back and forth from matts and dlyans houses. <br />tuesday would come and then i would hang out with dylan and then just wait for amys party to come. The problem with that is that my dad would have known about amys party (nice job for telling them that amy) plus my mom knows where she lives so if they were to look for me they would end up checking there. so that would have been interesting to see how that would all turn out.<br />next i would just stay at matts and dylans til wedensday and go back home. I would go back home wed. because if i were to miss three days of the summer school thing then i wouldnt get credit even though i already have the credit. but because this morning i found out it wasnt exactly summer school and it was just an enrichment thing to go to just to get a better understanding of the subject, i decided running away now just isnt even worth all the trouble. i can hold out a week or a week in a 1/2 with this shit. my class is from like 10:30 to 1:00 so it doesnt take out of my day really at all. plus i can prob stay out late since i dont have to wake up so early if i decide to go out or something So.. anyways back to the plan, i would go home but i think i would probably be in big trouble and get grounded, and not be able to go to wood mont day or something idk<br /><br />and gayyyy, dont u just hate when ur parents tell u ur gonna do something and then ur like NOO IM NOT DOING IT, and u just get so angry and u keep telling urself NO im not doing it i dont care what they do, NOO. But then deep insidde u no that someway somehow they are gonna end up getting u to do that No matter how much against it u r and u just no it. It sucks like sucks balls<br /><br />phhhhhh...... yaaaaaaa........cock...... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:23833 2005-07-07T20:50:26Z 2005-07-07T20:50:26Z iv got myself a job, golden hill nursing home starting probably in the begining of august urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:23589 2005-07-07T05:44:12Z 2005-07-07T05:45:32Z man, ever have one of those nights where ur trying to sleep but u cant because u have this one thought stuck in ur head and u cant stop thinking about it and the only way ur gonna fall asleep is to wait until ur hella tired and exhausted and ur eyes dose off or just leave the tv on the tv guide channel and turn the volume down, that helps sometimes.hmm.......gay...... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:23416 2005-07-07T02:50:27Z 2005-07-07T02:50:27Z ok, my mom tells me this morning that i start summer school on monday. i yell at her and she tells me to talk to dad. i wait for dad to get home and i ask him y. we get in an argument so i just go to my room. i researched the summer school shit on the computer obviously to learn about it and how it goes. it says <br />"The registration and payment must be received at the main office of Joseph A. Foran High School on or before July 2, 2004." although it may say this my parents must have found a way to get me to go idk. <br /><br />so it seems my options r <br />1. Run away which seems like going too far but i have a plan for all that.<br />2. go to it, not give shit and not even waste my time paying attention because even if i fail, it wont matter becaause i already got credit for the class.<br />3. Or go to it and try and get it over with. <br /><br />i like number 1 it could be exciting idk, well all this will be decided on monday morning, iv got everything planned hopefully. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:23199 2005-07-05T15:07:05Z 2005-07-05T15:07:43Z ya fucking bull shit my parents want to send me to summer school cause i failed geometry the 4th marking period, got a B- on the final and a C- for a final grade thats shit im not going to summer school. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:23012 2005-06-17T03:45:58Z 2005-06-17T03:45:58Z hope u enjoy, its pretty long,<br /><br />hmmm interesting day, at like 330 i was resting in bed and then i hear some1 in the house say call 911 and i got up and was like what the hell is going on and i find out that my brother matt hit a deer on the post road near Dakoda and my mom started freaking out having a panic attack so we drove there but traffic was being held up because of the deer and from a distance i saw some guys pulling something out of the road and i assumed it was the deer, anyways my mom was still freaking out cause the traffic was going so slow and she just wanted to see if my brother was alright so i was just like mom do u want me to get out now and run towards him and she said yes go so i ran towards where matt was and he seemed alright he was just a little freaked out and then i saw the deer in some parking lot and it was bleeding and twitching and shit. my mom shows up after a min or 2 and shes was happy to see matt was ok so we looked at his car and it wasnt as bad as i thought it was going to be but it was still pretty bad i guess. the front of the car on the drivers side was dented with a broken light. Matt was fucking pissed . Also, there was this women in a white car who showed up after the accident and parked by the deer and stayed there all concerned about it. and we were just like r u fucking kidding me, my brother got into an accient because of that fucking deer and u check to see if the deer is alright. anyways before me and my mom got there some1 else called for the cops to come so like 30 min go by and there not here yet so were all just geting angry so my mom called 911 and they finally came after another 5 , 10 min or so. the cops wanted us to park our cars in the same lot the deer was in to examine the deer and just talk bout what happened and shit. The cops were talking to the women in the car and me and my mom were just like that women better not fuck this up she better keep her god damn mouth shut because my brother had to tell the cops what happened so if the women tried to say something defending the deer then fuck her. anyways we told the cops what happened and shit and my mom went up to the women in the car and she said, Who r u, what r u doing here. so she ended up leaving. every1 left and my mom was just like god damn if matt was injured and bleeding and they came any later, he would of bled to death and i wasjust like yeah cause the deer sure did, ha thats silly. anways, we get home, matt calls his insurance company and they wont cover the damage to his car cause he doesnt have that type of insurance so when they said matt had to pay for the damage himself, he bassically hung up on them. He did feel bad at first for hitting the deer but because he has to pay for it himself hes glad the deer died ha. thats about it <br /><br /><br />oh ya, bio final is tomrmrow and i would have to say im pretty fucked , how bout u guys. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:22651 2005-05-15T05:13:28Z 2005-05-15T05:13:28Z dont you just hate really awkward situations urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:22503 2005-05-13T02:32:13Z 2005-05-13T02:32:13Z srry my bad, back to the pile everyone<br />"BACK TO THE PILE" urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:21992 2005-02-28T03:23:24Z 2005-02-28T03:23:24Z If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal to see what people remember about you<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I &lt;3 Dan carr tehe urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:21608 2005-02-09T04:15:00Z 2005-02-09T04:30:58Z god damn today i was just looking at all the different types of courses and trying to figure out what to take and what i wanted to take and theres just so much stuff and its hard to make a decsion. I feel like i should take at least 1 honors class to challange myself but then i actually think about my classes now and i just know thats not gonna happen or work. hmmmmm and then i started thinking about college and i just dont know what im gonna do. sometimes i think i would like to get into some school dealing with recording music working in a studio or something like that but who knows what good that is. i would imagine it would be fun but i dont know if that type of job even pays well because basically it all comes down to a job where u get good money and whether u like it or not. i dont want to work a shitty job that i would have to go to everyday just dreading the thought of having to wake up at 6 in the morning for a job i fucking hate. thats what i fear. i just wish i had a slight idea of what i might be good at or something i might want to do. of course were all sophmores but were making our junior scehduals already and then senior year comes and then its over, off to college meeting new people, which is exciting and intimidating at the same time, also not knowing if ur gonna see ur good friends from high school when college starts, even when its over and its just ugh.... idk, but what i do know is that at this moment of time and this year or whatever i can name a few people who i would like to stay in tocuh with after high school like of course dylan, also rachel i feel like weve been through quite a bit in these few years but i havnt been hanging out with her as much as i would like to, so we have to arrange a little get together tehe, and also amy, i feel like we were on, off, on friends but right now i feel like weve become pretty close friends and we have to hang out sometime :-D. of course thoough i know there are other people i will call up and be like hey, lets hang out, u know. hmmm thats about its iv been writing this entry while watching tv for like an hour and thats y its taking me so long to write this but this is about it.<br /><br />o and this is my schedual i think<br /><br />english- creative writing(1st)L2 mass media(2nd)L2<br />history- civics (1st)L2 americas neighbors(2nd) L2<br />Algebra 2 L2<br />chemistry L2<br />reading lab wrapped around a study<br />french 3 L2<br />personal finance (1st) music theory (2nd)<br /><br /><br />i have a question, for chemistry, is there like a double chem day for labs where u have a study hall all year like it is for biology or not? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:21429 2005-02-07T04:53:36Z 2005-02-07T04:54:54Z if i had the chance id ask the world to dance this week end was pretty cool, yesterday l went to dylans house and we jammed for a long time, we hadnt done that in a while. then i called my brother and asked him if he wanted to jam so me and dylan went to his house and jammed in his basement for a while which was pretty fucking cool. i slept over dylans house and today we jammed for a bit and then i kinda got grochy and tried to sleep on his bed but then he kept humping me and doing south park impressions and made me laugh but i still stayed in his bed trying to sleep and then i heard him talking to some1 and he came into the room and gave me the phone and it was jill so we talked to her for a bit and i left his house at like 530. I watched bits and parts of the super bowl and as every1 nos now PARIOTS won. jill called at like 1015 or so and i got off with her like a half hour ago. im gonna go to bed soon...gay, i dont want to go to school tomorrow but on the plus side theres an assembly 1st period i think so miss science. sweet. <br /><br />im out urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:21010 2005-01-30T04:56:03Z 2005-01-30T04:56:03Z hmm today was a crazy day kind of, dan carr came over which was pretty fuckin cool i love that kid we played some tunes watched family guy and found a nice DRY spot outside and played some hacky sack, u know, the whole works, we went back to my house and talked in the kitchen tehe, a little bit more of guitar tunes and then dan had to go. then i babysat for the next 5 hours and here i am. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pants_left_down:20807 2005-01-28T21:52:44Z 2005-01-28T21:52:44Z if i had the chance id ask the world to dance god damn im so bored<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />any1 wanna do something or other